Guess what? I wrote Another riff, my usual style which is catchy, uplifting with sambo style between the beat chord shifts but with a difference. THis time got harmonics, must be me listening to Skid Row and Iced Earth :P

With the return of college coming back soon I am feeling that the holds should last longer cos I dunno. I just feel that I cant get enough of music and relaxing. Kinda makes you wish you were a rock star but fat hopes for me hehehehe. Plan to yum cha with teko and faizal today nad maybe doin a gig in ben's place. Though it will most probably be a guitar wankery session but hey all in the name of the hottest power metal debut since thunderstone :P

Well I was quite impressed by their song whole again that I heard over hitz tv. Go Check em' cout man. The album will cost you folks 10 bucks at bukit bintang's music exchange.

My uncle bein a christian and all damn teruk man. Never pray for my grandma today which is his mom btw. He was like christians arent supposed to do this and all. Believing that wehn the tao priest gave out blessings to the decendants he was like blocking everyone including my limp mom but my mom got it anyways. EAT THAT!!

ALso at night when the priests did the post funeral opera the prist kutuk him also, whack mother, steeal money la etc. Damn farney, hes the shit man the tao priest, I dun mind him man. He got a flair for showmanship, can crack jokes in hainam, cantonese, mandarin, english and madarin an insert them to the prayers. DAMN CHUN MAN HIM!!!!!

I'm finally friggin back, back from endless nam mo lou rituals, chainsaws cutting wood in the next door of my relatives home and horrible chinese music. I was enduring the elders making noise bout the riutals authenticity and then the grueling rituals itself and internal famioly feuds bout property etc. If I have to go I will just make it a simple buddisht funeral with monks belssing and of I go to the crematorium. This taoist nonsense is such a burden to the living and to me mostly pointless. I spent 3 hours on the way there and also on the way back which is alright but on the way back i saw a bus having its tire blow up, preety spectacular like a hollywood flick :P 2 Days of no cigs man.....killer. As for their computer, I certified it as beyond redemption ;P

Alright fella's I am leaving for Muar today because it's my grandma's death aniversary and some rituals have to be performed. I also naturally have to go there and fix their computer which is beyond redemption....a PC without a CD-ROM drive which looks like something that gone thru world war III. Oh well......I am obligated to help them out. WOnder if I can stand without smokes, music and guitar there. That place besides its exellent food there is nothing to do and I mean ZILCH! Everyone there speaks mandarin and when i speak english its like they just heard martian. Sad case of a small town but those are the best relatives in the world so I guess its worth it. heh

I shall end this entry with more lyrics from Iced Earth which now I can really relate cos of its sheer melodic quality and lyrics that I can relate cos thats how I feel bout my dad.

Watching Over Me

I had a friend many years ago
One tragic night he died
The saddest time of my life
For weeks and weeks I cried
Through the anger and through the tears
I've felt his spirit through the years
I'd swear, He's watching me
Guiding me through hard times

(chorus)
I feel it once again
It's overwhelming me
His spirit's like the wind
The angel guarding me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me

We shared dreams like all best friends
Blood brothers at the age of ten
We lived reckless, he paid the price
But why? Why did he have to die?
It still hurts me to this day
Am I selfish for feeling this way?
I know he's an angel now
Together we'll be someday

I feel it once again
It's overwhelming me
His spirit's like the wind
The angel guarding me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me

Make the sadness go away
Come back another day
For years I've tried to teach
But their eyes are empty
Empty too I have become
For them I must die
A sad and troubled race
An ungrateful troubled place

(chorus)
I see the sadness in their eyes
Melancholy in their cries
Devoid of all the passion
The human spirit cannot die
Look at the pain around me
This is what I cry for
Look at the pain around me
This is what I'll die for

Make the sadness go away
Come back another day
The things I've said and done
Don't matter to anyone
But still, you push me to see
Something, I can never be
Why am I their shattered king?
I don't mean anything

I see the sadness in their eyes
Melancholy in their cries
Devoid of all the passion
The human spirit cannot die
Look at the pain around me
This is what I cry for
Look at the pain around me
This is what I'll die for

I am currently thinking why does the world presecute metal as music thats evil and causes people to become devil worshippers. I mean its weird, people who listen to metal particularly death and black seem to be overall nice people with quirks here and there while people who pray five times a day seem to go murder innocents and blow themselves up thinking they will get the sex of their life with with 70 or so virgins......kinda screwed up if you ask me.

As for today....nothing. As usual too much cradle of filth which oh by the way is melodic black metal to you hyprocrites and murderers wearing the facade of holyness.

Today arr........jamming with teko and listening to too much Cradle Of Filth plus trying in vain to play Burning Times :(

Yesterday is gone forever
No turning back the clock
In the end, all is sinful
No need to bear the pain
The end, is coming soon
You can't hold out forever
Repent your sins to me
Before you pass this world

In this time I am law
I know you've been betrayed
From man's word, I'm given life
Through loss, I only gain
For you, I feel no sympathy
No sorrow, no remorse
Confess your sins to me
They'll be taken by force

(chorus)
It doesn't matter what you've done
In my words you are a sinner
For every word you say to me
In every way, you are a sinner

Question me not
I am the one that binds this world
You follow without sight
I grow stronger every day
Take the souls I have damned
Burn them in my name
These are the burning times
The years of pain